I guess there comes a point where I can no longer say "I never link videos as I try to keep this blog restricted to my own voice", because I'm still kinda just riding this vindication train of late. Does that make me petty to take solace that we weren't totally batshit crazy (I am) and that we weren't wrong about all this shit, and that there was a reason to have a fire under our asses to try to alert all the candy asses that they were sitting themselves on fire?

Anyhow, Laura is a really unique voice of sanity in this world. She's the only person I know of that has the (ovarian) stones  to call it like it is and seems to give enough of a fuck to tell it like it is.

For YEARS I wondered if I was crazy, I wondered what was wrong with me. NO ONE WAS SAYING ANYTHING! I FELT LIKE I WAS TAKING CRAZY PILLS!

Anyhow, I won't speak for Laura, I just want to say that she is spot fucking on in this video, and it's so rare anyone gives a glimpse of what it's like in this industry because it truly is a mad house. It's the most peculiar dichotomy of nerds and power brokers. Extremes of cowardice and bull headed money grubbing. And so many people are so terribly fragile, and so many others are so horrifically uncaring.

And from that chaos bore the madness we are witnessing today. 

The worst sort of bullies are those who think they are doing good.

I'm going to keep this blog short and sweet today. Took a mulligan yesterday... "BUT ILL TEMPERED TUNA, IF YOU FELT LIKE SHIT HOW DID YOU WRITE SUCH A LONG BLOG POST YOU FUCKING LIAR!"

WHY DO YOU THINK I BLATHR SO FUCKING MUCH!? THIS SHIT IS EASY! A big part of why I write so many long drawn out blogs, is because I'm terrified of getting back to work, or burned out and this is the best means I know of KINDA working on my project without having to open it and push logic around. Basically any time I post up a blog that's me either going through my daily routine to psych myself up for work, or to put off doing it!

I don't know why more people don't come out and explain what's going on, but I wish more did, maybe we could have avoided more of this decay, maybe this industry wouldn't have gone so batshit crazy, as it was the safety of their bubbles that emboldened them to huff their own farts so hard.

Eh, this was a good opportunity for me to show my softer side and relate to Laura's more even keeled and very respectable approach to dev as a very cheerful and empathetic person. And HATS OFF to anyone who can maintain that demeaner in this crazed ordeal of gamedev.

But I dunno, we've kinda just gone mad in this cave, and my name is IllTemperedTuna now, so I sorta feel as though I have a responsibility hear to be some sort of loud mouthed character, with larger than life rages and rants. Yeah, let's go with that. I'm not ACTUALLY bitter and resentful at this stupud billshit intdustry. AHahahahahahhahahahahahahahha hahahaha, whew.

So anyway, dev is going well, and that's all that matters :D. Oh and it is kinda nice to know we weren't totally crazy, and we were upset because we actually cared.

Here's another Sowell quote to complement the one in the video, wish more people better understood their own dissonances:

Where did we go wrong as a society?  We used to be NOBLE and STRONK!

https://timetraveler.ytmnd.com/