I wasn't sure why, but I couldn't shake that bug about the touch presses causing lag. I keep thinking about it. It's gnawing at me.

We have in so many ways built up this project specifically so it could run on phone. Even just today we gutted shader functionality, pulled terrain out of our scene and now i'm gearing up to have to go remake the starting area from scratch.

Actually let's not throw our petulant shit fit right out of the gate, let's try to be a little fucking positive first.

We pulled this shit off ourselves, the game is playable on phone now, and it'll get better, finding the performance bottlenecks myself. There are no shader complexity visualizations, there are now warning bubbles or built in functionality to facilitate this. I just happen to kinda fucking know what i'm doing.

I was checking the bug earlier, and I found myself just goofing with SeaCrit onthe phone, it's actually bad ass! I SHOULD be on cloud 9 right now excited that all that damned hard work is paying off.

But I don't really feel proud, I just feel fucking empty. I now see more clearly than ever just how fucking lazy and entitled and petulant the whole of this world has become on a global scale. And I mean, that's fine, that would be ok on it's own. It would normally just give hard working people who want to push hard a stepping stone to pull ahead and shooulder the burden of keeping our society running by making good, enriching, competent shit, infused with their blood sweat and tears, INFUSED WITH THIER FUCKING SOUL.

Ok, if you're easily offended stop reading now. I don't know the sort of shit i'm about to post. 

I AM SICK OF THIS HORSE SHIT. I AM SICK OF THIS WORLD FUCKING SUFFERING SO THESE DICKLET FUCKING LOSERS COULD AFFIRM THEMSELVES.

10 fucking years I stewed in this cave, 5 fuckign years I broke my back in this industry fruitlessly. 4 years I busted my ass in college surrounded by back scratching smarm fucks doing everything in their power to uplift mediocrity, the students, the teachers, the faculty. One giant fucking shit eating back scratch machine, looking for any mother fucker, that might give HALF A FUCKING DAMN.

Showing up to work for endless years, seeing these smiley mother fuckers hanging out by the fuckign water cooler, talking about their fucking fantasy football team, making jokes about their stupid horse shit, nota  care in the world, hiding away in their coosh windowed offices. Then they walk the fuck out and have the audacity to nit pick the fucking hard work otehrs' are doing, that they have no fucking idea how it fucking works.

And year on year it all fucking festered. I useed to sympathize with fellow grunts on the workfloor, other hard working people trying to do their best and trying to fulfill the social contract.

But you know what those cock suckers started doing? They started pointing fingers, they started shmoozing with all those other fuck heads, they found a common enemy, and everyone stopped fuckign doing anything. I'm not even talking about gaming, I'm talking about THE ENTIRE FUCKING WORLD GOING TO FUCKING SHIT.

I'm not doing this blog justice, I CAN'T do this fucking blog justice, because what LITTLE FUCKING GAS I HAVE IN THE TANK, I gotta take, and go back into Unity to fix up shit that shoulda been fixed up 10 fucking years ago, if there was a single person at this company that employs THOUSANDS of cock suckers that gave a single fucking damn about this product fulfillig its purpose.

I can't convey how dumbfounded I am in this moment. All the blathers have had done, all the ranting and raving all these years, I THOUGHT I WAS THE UNREASONABLE ONE! I THOUGHT I WAS THE PIECE OF SHIT COCK SUCKER!

These conniving, greedy, lazy, entitled, tribalistic, hateful, gatekeeping PEICES OF FUCK have all, as one, as a giant fucking collective of incommpetent back scratching HORSE SHIT have coopted the entire fucking world, and in doing so, they have attacked and destroyed the lives of all those who sought to right the ship. NOT BECAUSE IT SERVED THEM YOU FUKCING ASSHOLES, but BECAUSE THEY ARE ACTUALLY DECENT FUCKING HARD WORKIGN PEOPLE THAT CAN PERCIEVE THE FUCKIGN DAMAGE THAT YOU ARE DOING, NOT JUST TO OTHERS, BUT TO YOURSELVES .TO THE WHOLE OF ALL OF FUCKING HUMANITY.

GET THE FUCK OVER YOURSELVES YOU LAZY SELF SERVING FUCKS. GET THE FUCK OUT OF THE WAY SO THAT MAYBE PEOPLE WITH AN OUNCE OF FUCKIGN DECENCY CAN SAVE THIS WORLD FROM YOUR INSOLENCE.

I'm BEYOND giving a single shit at this point. You FUCK HEADS have pointed the finger, you have leveed the MOST VILE, MOST DESTRUCTIVE, MOST ABSURD AND UNTRUE ACCUSATIONS and for what? So you could sit on your fuckign ass and eat more fucking cake. So you could comondeer the megaphone and shout to the world what fucking wonderous gifts you are to morality, to the future of the underprivildged.

Good fucking god, WE ARE SO FUCKING BLESSED WITH YOUR TYRNAICAL REIGN YOU BACK SCRATCHING, SELF OBSESSED SHIT FUCKS.

20 years of BUSTING MY ASS, 20 years of standing up for what was right, 20 years of aspiring for better so we could deliver something of value to this world. 20 years of suffering thinking we were the incompetent one, the shitty one, the imposter that didn't belong.

Call us fucking bigots, call us fucking racists some more. Just keep at it you fucking fucks.

I'm sorry for this blog. I'm sorry that I can't reach through the fucking monitor and give some of you shits a smack upside the head. You have ruined countless lives, you have sundered so much of the prosperity of the future, for me, for you, for all alive, for all to come, and for fucking what?

To safegaurd your lazy, coddled, candy fucking ass.

So do what you fuck heads do. Block me, put me on yoru fucking list. Talk amonst yourselves and insolate your bullshit. I said some fucking naughty words, god forbid I OFFENDED your self rightous, self serving asses. You mother fuckers DESTROY LIVES. You mother fuckers DESTROY CAREERS, you mother fuckers HAVE RUINED THE FUCKING PROSPERITY OF MAN. I haven't accosted you to a FRACTION of a gnat's ass hair of what you have accosted those busting their ass trying to sacrifice to make the world better.

I'm going to get back to work, I have an industry to save from you petty, destructive, tribal, do-nothing fucks.

I'm sorry smokes, this is a league game.