Feel awkward as ever making these blog posts. Am I a self absorbed insufferable neck beard that thinks he’s better than everyone else? Of fuckig course I am, that’s why i’m making my own damned game and running my mouth so much trying to talk some damn sense into this stupid world XD

And that does take it’s toll on your to think on. What a pompous jackass I am just fucking running my mouth every damned day calling out all the other beings in this odd existence just trying to live their lives, trying to eek out their own existances in their own ways.

Are they petty assholes that make mockeries of others, who justify their own petty bullshit, and scratch backs and elevate only those who will do the same? Yeah, just like every single other fucking person on the planet.

Maybe that’s the great secret, that we’re all just insufferable and stupid and self serving, and pointing it out doesn’t really make anything better.

I don’t believe that, but it felt satisfying to type out in an effort to find common ground in this weak era of smarm fucks… BUT YOU KNOW ME I CAN’T COMPLAIN.

The truth, or at least the horrible perceptions that swim around in my brain are so awful, maybe we are the nasty ones, whatever.

Good, bad, vindictive, or forthright, I still believe our best course of action is to make a great game. Can that be a spiteful thing? To try to give people a lot of joy out there? I’m not even asking to be made rich off this shit, I just want the damn game played. I do suppose it’s a bit uncouth to blather about how we want to topple the existing cabals with our own project.

Rofl, YouTube just put this song on for me, i guess it decided I needed to hear this again while typing up this blog

It’s a complex world, but in simple terms it feels like we’ve all just regressed so much. No more being the bigger person, no more sucking it up, pulling ourselves up by the bootstraps and suffering for the greater good. All is juvenile trying to outdo one another as we each preach our self serving victimhoods and virtues.

Good bad, right, wrong, I’m putting my ass in the trenches and busting my ass today. I take solice in that, that cannot be disputed. I may be an asshole, but at least I’m a hard working asshole! And who knows, maybe even a talented one! Fuck it I know any more, haven’t put out a build in forever.

That does add some pressure, all the shit talking and suppositions of supriority made in these parts, from morality to pipelines, we really have been such an insufferable fuck. That’s a lot of pressure not to put out a game that’s not absolute ASS XD

Are we working in SeaCrit to make a great game, to entertain the world, to try to serve as a shiny beacon of what can be accomplished against all odds? Or is this grand self inflicted wound just a giant fucking middle finger to this dumb fuck world?

Both, it’s fucking both. 

MAY THE BEST GAME WIN, YOU PETULANT SHIT FUCKS XD