I'm so fucking ready for some kind of a break.

I'm tired of the petulance of this industry.

I'm so sick of the favoritism and gatekeeping.

I'm tired of the silence and lies and back scratching.

I'm tired of the endless decay, I'm tired of the loaded storefronts, I'm tired of the monopoly.

I'm tired of waiting around for this world to become sane, tired of the runarounds and the finger pointings.

This whole fucking industry blows.

And now there's this emerging faction of naysayers, and great, you've pointed out the problems.

Is anyone getting up off their ass to try to make great games? Is anyone trying to help those people?

Sure as shit haven't gotten any help in these parts.

I know the best thing for us is to focus. It's to tune out the outside world. It's to let go of the things we have no control over and to focus on what we can impact.

But all I see is the madness, in every direction, in every corner, in every person on this Earth it's everyone bitching and moaning and gaslighting, and demonizing everyone else for their problems.

Like sure, we can keep building up this project. Then what? Then do we get to bitch and moan that no one is playing the game? That we're being suppressed in a myriad of unseen ways? I used to question my sanity but it's more clear than ever that the entirity of this world would despise this project if they knew it existed.

For me, SeaCrit embodies the American dream. We saw the Kings and Queens monopolizing hte markets, we saw their limped dicked throng of boot lickers filling out all these studios as massive publishers bent everyone backwards and cracked the whip for sequel after sequel, and we thought, you know what? Fuck that, lots of people are making it on their own making their own little indie games, let's try that route just once.

Oh boy, what a time to get into indie dev. To stay in gamedev. What a miserable fucking industry full of haters and back stabbers.

BLAH BLAHB BITCH MOAN

Even I'm tired of listening to myself. Holy shit do we do anything but cry any more?

Ok, enough feeling bad for ourselves. Even though it all feels pointless, even though this entire industry is full of decadent fuck faces up their own ass wanting to demonize us, and the audience is full of ungrateful shitbags, and no one in this entire world seems to give a fuck about helping the little people busting their asses trying to make new games, and everyone seems to want us to just fucking fail for their own notions of grandeur and victimhood.

We're gonna put on some hot jams and try to remember our mission: To make a fun game.

It's that fucking simple really. We're just gonna make a fucking fun video game. Fuck the haters. Fuck the hate. Fuck the accusations. Fuck the entitlement. Fuck the gatekeeping. Fuck the petulance.

Rofl, what a shitty blog. Can't imagine why we have no following XD. 

At least it's out of our system.

TO DEV!

I feel compelled to say, that despite the anger in this blog, I'm really kind of a sweetheart, rofl. I haven't been myself the past few years, the world can do that to you. I will say this. I'm fucking stubborn. I know what I know to be right, I know what I know to be wrong, and I don't fuck around when it comes to making games.

I want to make games, and I want to help people get better at it. I'm not one to suffer fools, I'm not one to perpetuate fluffy, yummy lies, that makes our tumsies single with love and that sort of horse shit.

We've seen what the circle jerking results in, we've seen the legions of smarm fucks bolster each others self fulfilling lies as good, decent people got caught up in all this madness.

I don't recognize this world any more. I don't recognize my country. I don't recognize this industry. All I see are weak backscratchers terrified of standing for anything, and in this cowardice,  they have found the easy path is to demonize and cut others down. And sorry, not sorry, I don't fucking respect that. Never have, never will.

So while you fuckikng limp dicks stroke each others fragile egos. I'll be over here busting my ass making a game the hard way. And I fully intend to make a better game than you fucking weaklings. 

Single fucking handed, u fucking losers.

(I really gotta stop listening to manowar when I write these blogs XD)