I've got this growing pit at the bottom of my stomach. 

Day after day I say some cantankerous shit somewhere online where it is absolutely least welcome. 

And every time I think to myslef, " Self! Why are you such an insufferable c*nt?" You're just going to make a fool of yourself. Everyone is just going to hate/ laugh at you."

But if I won't neckbeard, who will? 

That's it, that's the post today.

Been feeling pretty ok lately. That hope that maybe the world was healing and we could FINALLY maybe expect some outside support some way some how seems to be fading for the time being. Life is a rollercoaster.

Let's take solace. The ball is still in our court. We may be an insufferable neckbeard, but with that comes the delusions that this game may yet become good enough to rise above despite our insufferability to those driving this train off the cliff. 

The struggle session continues. 

CHOO CHOO M*THER FUCKERS.