Was really looking forward to getting some work done this weekend, but just feeling so bleh. Sharp headaches, sore joints, upset stomach, tired, dizzy. Wah, wah, wah, we're such a bitch.

Lots of time to sit around thinking about how worthless we are. Plenty of time wasted thinking about all the wasted time. How we're a burden and slowing others down.

Let's talk about the project at least a little. So I had this idea yesterday we would focus on singular  things like items or upgrades, or this and that. But I think i'm going to move away from that and take a new approach moving forward.

Instead of this day adding items this day adding upgrades, this day polishing fish, we're just going to do one singular thing at a time.

So like, "Oh, I should add a shop with some items.", ok, i'll do that. And "oh, this fish needs a few new varients" let's do that.

I mean, i dunno. I think I'm just overthinking everything.

No point stressing stuff and pulling ourselves down when we're not feeling well. Gonna just take it easy for the rest of the night and try not to stress things too much. Life is crazy, but we have a steady project, and health has been pretty good. It's not all bad, ups and downs as always.

Just waitin' for the inspiration and health to strike again. Really hoping to be back at it soon. 

I know what I can do! I had this horribly angry, pointed blather stewing in draft form, I can read that over and maybe edit it down to be a bit less neckbeard. Or maybe we have a change of heart and decide we've been negative enough for this angry fucking w*rld. It's sad to think about how much society has decayed. If we turn things around tomorrow, it'll still be years and years to get back to where we were previously during the better days. Oh well, no point sulking about it! Off to maybe turn our attitude around, or maybe just convince ourselves to be more angry from the draft from the other day :P whatever. 

This blog is so weird, I don't know who's more crazy, me or the world at large.