Do I whine too much in these parts? PROBABLY!

So anyways!

Everyone WANTS to make a game, no one ACTUALLY wants to make a damned game. Us humans are so petty, so easily convinced or petty, self serving nothings, that it's a wonder anything gets done at all these days. I've said it all before, but it all comes down to the fact no one's built any damned character.

What is character? It's appreciation. I've having to do the dishes so you appreciate when someone else does them. It's having to cook your own food and gut your own protien. It's having to go out in the cold to take a dump in the middle of the night in an outhouse. It's understanding that life is brutal and hard and that we need to work hard and work with competent hard working people with character or EVERYTHING GOES TO SHIT AMONST MANCHILDREN FIGHITING OVER THEIR STUPID TOYS.

That's where we are now, grown ass adults waging war with their petulant horse shit advocating for all their self affirming nothings over actually getting the damned job done!

GROW THE F*CK UP WORLD! The fast cars, the internet karma, the money. It's all a stupid f*cking illusion to try to get us to get along and work with one another towards a common goal. The entire point of our governance and economic systems have been subverted. The money is the end goal, the product and workflows sputter and die away among us spoiled fools.

Suppose I could say some gamedev stuffs. WE GOT SOME WORK DONE! WE BACK! WENT WELL! I'm stoked the game is coming together. There are a billion little tiny things across the board that need doing as we've been working on so many systems in tandem over the past couple months, WE PAY THE PIPER! And it's kind of annoying just the sheer % of manhours that go into tertiary, unplanned tunings and revisions day after day.

BUT!

Every day everything gets just a little better. And eventually... some day. Everthing is going to be well tuned and fun. And we will be able to move on to expanding and polishing things on the TODO list. And the world will expand, and there will be exciting enemies and difficulty arcs and short and long term progression... and it's gonna be AWESOME!.. We think, we may very well simply have the same delusions as everyone else, or simply be a victim of this mass bullshit for having called it all out all these years. Who the fuck knows? Nothing matters. Life's a bitch, you shitpost with other f*cktards on twitter, and then you die.

Just happy to be enjoying working on the project a little bit again and getting some man hours in again. We're back to having small amounts of caffeine! Slept like shit, but hopefully more work done later today! One inch at a time!

GET OFF MY LAWN!