Got a little worked up on the Unity forums and got banned. Shoulda seen it coming. No free speech allowed these days. No telling the emperor they have no clothes.

Not a good day, but hopefully things get better. If I'm honest with myself, I should be spending more time on the game than working myself up and getting angry about everything.

Do we have a petulant fight with the machine and implode in the process as we aim the weapons directly in our direction? Sounds pretty stupid when you think about it. Does that have the maximum impact in the world? I honestly don't know, everything is madly uncertain these days.

I tell myself we're better than all this, that we're better than those who cut everyone down, abused their power, looked down on so many and sundered this world. What they did was horribly wrong. But how should you feel about such people? Do you abide these terrible actions? Do you turn the other cheek? Does the world get better if you continue the one upping of the attacks in this stupid war?

The world isn't fair. People will be petulant, and selfish and they will always perceive themselves as the victims and the righteous. If they escalate things and you match them, they will perceive you as the aggressor, no matter how fair, and in the end the world will burn. I  don't think anyone wants that, though it's easy to believe they do when you understand the mechanics of all this social infighting. The other is always evil and must be destroyed.

It's all so stupid. On one hand the silencing, the otherings, the holier than thou smarm and attacks are intolerable. But engaging just leads to either your destruction or mutual destruction.

Waa, waa, the world isn't fair.

We need to tune out the noise and get to work. We can figure out this moral bullshit some other day, or who knows, maybe it just evaporates into the ether over time, that would be nice. If we could just grow the f*ck up and stop fucking everything up for everyone for our own gains.