And it really hit me hard, even more than usual, just how darned commercialized and synthetic everything is. Everything is controlled, everything is astroturfed, everything is controlled by others with their own intentions. IT'S TERRIBLE!

This is such a bad environment for everyone in the long run, but it's perpetual. Short sighted, destructive, soulless, boring, mediocre.

It's so darned sad. Oh well, maybe no one plays the game, maybe i don't get feedback. Nothing to do but get back to working on the game anyway.