Let's start with the bad. Drank some coffee and was about to get down and dirty pushing forward for the first time in too long and out of nowhere just felt awful.  So not feeling good enough to work on the fish game as of late. Good news is by every conceivable metric i'm in good health. I stopped taking the medication for diabetes and my blood sugar has never been better. I still force myself to work out a little every day even if I feel terrible afterwards. Imma go down fighting damn it.

The good: I just tried the game for the first time in a while and if I say so myself, it's pretty darned good! I don't have a life threatening disease to my knowledge, I'm not feeling worse every day, just kinda bleh. And feeling a little better every day the past few days. I've reduced the working out, and been sleeping better for some reason even if my hours are crazy.

THE PLAN! Plans are super important. Sometimes you gotta be able to adapt and change things up to move forward. The game is so much better than it was just a few months ago, there's a lot of great work just waiting to be unleashed simply by pressing the build button and putting up a new build. But I can't bring myself to do that because I want a coherent map layout and a few zones made up with all the goodies i've been working on laid out somewhat well. Just a small amount of work will make this new build infinitely better.

That's my plan moving forward, just get things sort of set up and make a new build. No need for huge revamps and changes. Long 18 hour days getting entire systems in and working within a day or two may be a thing of the past for the time being, but there's something cool here to get up and running.

I've been through worse, about a year ago blood sugar was through the roof for months and months on end and I didn't even know and for a full year progress was at a stand still as I thought I was just going to fooking die and this entire project was going to be a massive failure. Might just be in mild shock adjusting to a normal blood sugar level, who knows. 

Gonna stay the course as best I can and gear up to get this sucker up and running even if i'm not feeling like a million bucks. Can't sit around and wallow forever.

Poncho and Lefty is underrated as shit.